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2008 -- довязывать паутину моей жизни. Вот тебе, дедушка, и узлы.
Паук плетет сети как мастер, узлов не найдешь.
... 1980 from HIM (?) meets 1980 in Russian Book through 1980 in am. Book + plays & write.vtheatre.net [scenes?] SELF : 1949 1. 1956 - first grade 2. 1964-66? 3. 1970 4. 1975 5. 1980 6. 1984-86 7. 89 8. 92 9. 95 10. 98 web 11. Y2K 12. filmplus.org/2008 ... 
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The end of the Book of Antohins? 1980s [ antohins ]
or Post-America? [ 1980 ] ... a gap... filmplus.org/Self? Оставляй пропуски, но там, где надо молчать. [ SELF, self ] antohins.vtheatre.net/1980 -- connect! fool.vtheatre.net -- not dated. Italy - NYC ... Am I avoiding writing about my Soviet life? antohin.wordpass.com & anatoly.live.com Should I try it again? I still dream. Alas, now it call those moments -- Project Utopia. What is about the rest? Anti-Utopia? ... 2009 : I am to step into another life... mine, or somebody else? I do not know. I am not just forgetting, I am losing the sense of myself. I am losing understanding... That's what losers do.
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... Transition(s)? Италия. Да pазве возможен переход от моей советской жизни к американской?[ which way now? ]I tried.
Many times.
Sometimes I even dream about it.
As if I indeed wrote about it. About my life.
It becomes less and less important with age. "It" is my life and life in general.
I am forgetting the past. I almost forgot it.
What I needed should be written then, not now. It should be published then. Lived out then.
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What about "before"?
... "Before 1980" -- antohins.vtheatre.net ? [ "Ten Years" ]
Visotsky
И тем не менее.
... "NEWS" and Dovlatov:
